Josh made a post for attention as most of us have probably all read. Well, as you may know I commented saying it was dumb. Josh decides a perfect oppertunity to show off his cursing skills, and try to bring me down. Aw, sad, words are words. So we have this little arguement through comments.
So in reality here, I'm trying to figure why he really hates me. So I IM him on aim:
XxaZn HiKaRixX: youre always a fucking bitch to me
XxaZn HiKaRixX: ive delt with that shit my whole life and i just let people continue doing it
StarzNSparklezZ: hmmm... that's funny, you didn't answer my question
XxaZn HiKaRixX: youre always calling me shit
StarzNSparklezZ: I'm calling you shit? what's that suppose to mean?
XxaZn HiKaRixX: like insulting me
Oh, right, so calling me... a, and I quote, "you shit eating cow fucking cock sucking slutty ass whore" Isn't insulting, right? I mean, honestly it doesn't get to me, because it's really immature.
So Josh does this really cute thing, called blocking on AIM. Yeah, I'm sorry, but that's cowardly that he can't face me. So what does Beth do? I get on another sn and tell him that straight up:
PoorEmoPanda: I want to know a real reason
PoorEmoPanda: you can't hate me just because
XxaZn HiKaRixX: i already told you the real reason
PoorEmoPanda: calling you names?
PoorEmoPanda: that's absurd
XxaZn HiKaRixX: all the time
PoorEmoPanda: all the time, oh ok
You know what Livejournal friends, I'm going to tell you why I don't like Josh. I would GLADLY tell him myself, but he pulled that cute blocking stunt again, which is why I'm posting it up here.
Josh, I don't hate you, as a matter of fact, I really don't hate anyone, I just really strongly dislike you. But here's why, I can't stand how you take self pity to yourself to an extreme. "Oh, so and so doesn't like me because I'm too ugly" or, "No one wants to deal with my shit ever, god, I really hate life" Say it, you do it for attention. You WANT people to tell you, "Oh josh, your not ugly! Oh stop, no one hates you" It's sickening, and THOSE are the kinds of people I won't deal with.
He just IMed me saying:
XxaZn HiKaRixX: Beth im sorry
XxaZn HiKaRixX: im just going through shit..
Well Josh, here's a little news flash, your not the only one going through shit. It would have been nicer if you took into consideration of possibly I MIGHT have been going through. There's no excuse for your lame behavior. If you hate my guts that much, and wish me to die, say it to my face, and not my friends.
I just needed that out there. I know many of us have been itching to say it, and I was fed up. Thank you and goodbye.